Roller Coaster Ride

James1: 2-5 “Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. “

I was praying at 2 am again, and as I prayed for the needs of my family and others I heard this verse. Immediately I was convicted for being worried and concerned with a materialistic view of Christmas. I have been sad that I cannot afford the things I would like to give to others. If you know me, you know that I love to provide for others and that has been hard to do this year.

See I have been teaching Isaiah that Jesus should be our focus, not toys and yet I my actions and worries were teaching something else. As I continued to pray God began to calm my spirit and encourage me in a proper view.

• Consider it ALL joy when you go through trials. I am not the only person experiencing hard times. I am blessed for many, are truly suffering and losing hope. Take everything as a teachable moment.
• Perseverance. I still have a lot of maturing to do and this situation proved that to me. I need to brace myself and push against the wind.
• Wisdom. Wisdom is putting to practice gained knowledge and good sense, which begins with a fear and reverence of God. I don’t know about you, but I need wisdom in all areas and I will never gain enough to where I will not need to ask God for more.
• Without finding fault. Don’t doubt or have a negative attitude when asking God to help you. It is understandable to be down, but pray with faith and hope.

This year has brought a great deal of change, but it has all been for the best. I have not always seen it in, but as I am now looking back I realize God had a plan. He knows exactly what He was doing. So relax, enjoy the ride. Hold on, on the way up and raise your hands in praise on the way down. It is more fun that way.

Lord, thank you for our very early morning talks. I would be lost without You.